To you: The Future
Love of My Life
Before I ever knew you, I thought of you
I thought about what you might be like
What you might look like
I thought that maybe your eyes would be brown
And your hair, brown
I thought about how I hoped you’d look like your mother
Because she’s so beautiful and I thought if you’d be a
mirror of her—
God! You’re beautiful and I already love you
I thought maybe you’d like dancing
Maybe you’d like to read, and sing…
Just maybe
But whatever will take up your time
However you shine
We’ll be watching and we’ll be so proud
We haven’t met you yet… all the things aren’t in place
And we’re not ready
But when you come
No one will ever be loved more than you
By everyone
Before we even knew you, we thought of you
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We're going to be okay, even if we're not
Because at one time or another
We had each other in the grips of the other.
We held each other through the struggle, in rivers of tears
We grew like flowers and trees – they were watered by our struggles
No one could pick us
Not from the ground and not apart from one another
We were stronger because of the pain
And the deeper our roots went the more we knew
The more we knew about one another
The more we knew about ourselves
The more we knew about everything around us
Even when distance had us separate
We held each other together
I stabilized you in the words of my lips (or at least I
hoped I did)
And my thoughts stabilized me when I thought about you
Sometimes you were naked
Naked like actually naked
And sometimes naked like raw… naked like vulnerable
I knew you hated it
You wanted to cover up because you didn’t want what they
have
You didn’t want to get hurt
You didn’t want to be a product of this awful epidemic
This trap that our society has set
“You are mine and I am yours and now we sit”
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“We are travelers on a road
We are pilgrims on a journey”
That’s all I ever wanted to say to you
This is what gives life
I will follow you into the dark and out into the light
I want to stand next to your and watch you succeed
Watch the things you’ll do
And the only person I want next to me is you
In the days that bring hurt
And in the days the bring joy
We are pilgrims on a journey
And I pray that the journey is long and we learn—
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